My feelings of anxiety waxed and waned until the service of the sad event I attended yesterday started. Once the service began, I relaxed into myself and embraced the powerful eulogies that were so lovingly delivered.
It was very nice seeing people I hadn’t seen in a while and I think I may have even rekindled a friendship. Going back to my roots, having been away from them, was a little difficult because so much has happened but I’m glad I had this experience because I think the next event will be easier. Maybe I AM finally learning to love myself.
I attended a very dear and wonderful woman’s funeral today whom I had known since elementary school. She was my best friend’s grandmother and we all loved her so I’m sad to have said goodbye to her today. My heart goes out to my friend and her family during this time of grief.
Go in love and peace, Grandma Truman.
So proud of you for handling a hard situation. So sorry for your loss. You would have felt awful had you not gone. Always remember that your true friends and family will love you for who you are. It’s who you are inside that matters. And to me you are a beautiful wonderful giving and caring woman. You have always been so warm to me and I have always appreciated that.