It just dawned on me how much more relaxed I feel in my own skin now as compared to before treatment.  Before I lived in a constant state of anxiety resulting from insecurity with my weight/body and acting like things with me were OK.  It was exhausting but, interestingly enough, I didn’t realize why I was so exhausted, I just knew that I was tired…so tired.

Now, I have moods and feel exhausted but I’m SO incredibly thankful that my exhaustion is derived from other factors.  It’s realizations like this that make the difficulty of treatment worth it because I know this process has brought me peace.  🙂