During treatment, we focused a lot on identifying “triggers.” A “trigger” is an event, emotion or situation that prompts or causes a binge. In completing those exercises, I realized that one of my biggest triggers was work. I loved the work that I was doing running outpatient cancer clinics but the resulting stress was slowly killing my spirit.
But, how could I quit my job? This had been my career for 20 years! How would I live? What would I do? These were the pivotal questions for which I needed to do some soul-searching.